My Quarantined Realizations with #ShareTheLoad

Quarantine for me was a God’s attempt to save me from suicide. It looks strange but this is what I perceive. I was about to take on drugs and medicines just to get out of some mental breakdown but this lock down came as a natural healing. It gave me time to cry, to just…

Paa

I simply want to write about you, to you today because it’s hurting and it’s hurting more. Is my voice properly audible? I hope so. Are my tears visible? I hope so. I hope you can feel my pain, my thing. It might be my destiny. I want to sit with you and tell you…

Reluctant but affective.

I missed this blog since long, like seriously. Since I got into blogging professionally, i forgot to share myself. The voice of my heart was fading away and I decided to give it a louder and a stronger voice. It’s more than 12 and I’m upset for no reason. I feel more alone than i…

My proud posession

Well, this blog is so special for me. It is the place where I share my personal thoughts without any fear. But I have come up with a blog professionally – https://www.theventurevibe.com I don’t know where my journey as a blooming blogger goes, but I’m happy about trying. Because this what exactly I want to…

The completely incomplete

I have everything like probably and hopefully everything, this body, a house, money for surviving, mind for studying, friends and family too. A couple of people a couple of things I guess. But still everything seems so incomplete. I am trying to pen down some thoughts that are striking me, punching me on my mind…

Surrounded

It’s a post to express my state of mind like I don’t know what’s wrong, but all isn’t right too. If I sit back, relax and start rewinding what all happened, I would die in pain definitely, but I can’t move further carelessly too, I’m a human afterall , god gave me this body, ears,…

The Gap

I am writing this with a battery that will drain in some minutes crushing my plans of the things I want to do , the life I aspire to live and what not . As if I posess the skill but the God and the nature is constantly and continuously bringing in gaps to put…

The Meaningful Living-A Tribute

I really don’t know how to pen down what I feel right now , like the words are falling short , the tears are coming in slow-mo , struggling to breath in and out with that pain , with the ache that is forever , but still I will write down , to let it…

In and Out

Those Words were Said to be Forgotten , That memory was destined to happen , Nothing was in your hand , Like you were tied up with the Band , And now you remember it , its the bang , You are the one tied up in between , you are hang , Is this…

Kuch Bawra sa , Kuch Ansuna sa .

Ha toh sunlo Tum aj ye , Dil se Dil ki gustakhi Tu Mane ya Na mane Chal koi nhi , Karle aj manmani . Tu nhi hai khush usse Jo tujhe mila , Jab raste ho hi Gaye hai alag fir kis bat ka Gila ? Chalte hue fir tu dobara Jab mila Kyu…

Insight

But then I realised it was no mere coincidence , It was a prior planning when my heart was under maintenance , With a contact of vision , you proceed Never thought me myself you’d exceed , So tell me now , how , can I retrieve ? You had been such a bastard ,…

Happy face

And today is the day to smile To adore and cherish everything that makes me mine . For the bad times I faced Slowly I drift , For the good times I lived , Freely and steadily without any guilt , With a mixture of easy and uneasy , Sometimes poised , sometimes nasty ,…